JOURNAL

well isn't this fancy, you wound up in my journal! don't know if it was public or not but, hey!

recently i've been up to the task of making music, coding n stuff (so this website), and other cool family shit i guess...

not gonna sugarcoat it but i basically literally just stole this page design from ribo.zone's blog in review thing, but i wanna try and change some stuff here to make it more.. personal?

more content should be below of like.. stuff. i think. go check it out, it'll go down the month list with a total overview of what has happened and some cool photos i got from the month

best viewed on 90% zoom level :3 (or big screens)

so far the month has not had anything interesting happen other than my school going on a field trip to the... the capital? for like.. no reason? what? one two skip a few, when we got there, we took a tour of the capital building and then we got to watch BILLS BEING SIGNED... dude do you have any idea how fuckin BORING⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ that is i literally almost fell asleep.. speakin of school, i've just got a month left.. kinda scary to think about I think i like being young actually

ok let's talk music.. what have i been up to? SPOILER ALERT!! im freaking awesome at music n whatnot i think

subsection time!!! im doing well with the music stuff i think!! i haven't announced my music identity yet, but that's comin, i'll only publically announce it when i find it ready to be announced

i've done some demos from time to time during my different eras of musical career.. uhh let me take you where it first started..... because that would be cool I think

ERA 1. ? (2008-2020)

this era really didn't do anything necessarily, it just kinda was there... idk

ERA 2. UNKNOWN OLD ALIAS WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT (2020-2023)

In this era I barely stumbled into music but when I did it was.. awful. Like plain awful. I don't even think awful is a correct word to describe how BAD it was...

ERA 3. WORST BAND EVER (2023-2024)

The objective of this era was to make the objectively WORST music ever, on purpose. It was started with me and my old friends, ▓▓▓▓, ▓▓▓▓▓, ▓▓▓▓▓, Jesse, and I. We were suprisingly good at being bad and making music, and soon enough we hit our debut song called.. well... just "Debut" and it was bad. We made it on BandLab which (spoiler alert: the worst DAW you could use to make music!! which is why we used it to make BAD music!!)

We hit 2 EPs/albums, which if I remember correctly was "Sugar-free" and something about a milkman. One of the songs on that album was just me yelling at myself playing two different characters. Fun times!

ERA 4. DARK SKY RAINBOW (2024-2024)

This era I hit the lowest possible point I could! I will not talk about it, because I don't like to! Near the end of the year, my old friends abandoned me when I needed them most.. so... yeah. That's all I am saying

ERA 5. [REDACTED] (2025-present)

This is currently a work in progress, but I have a debut album planned. Next month will probably be when I am ready to talk about this project of mine :)

here's photos i got for april :3

now that we're done about that tirade of music, lets talk about NOTABLUST!!!! yay my favorite thing

I think it's no secret to say that notablust hasn't uploaded in a while, yeah I know!! I just don't really have any ideas and I've been kinda preoccupied with my BitView series called the Nota Show, I'm still trying to figure out the direction of episode 4, but I kinda want it to be similar to ENA a little bit

ENA this, ENA that, what is with this recent interest in ENA? I don't know it just scratches my brain

Still working on breaking old habits and I am currently in the thinking zone of moving to Bluesky again, but I don't know... Twitter still sucks

I've been working a little bit on building IRL relationships with people and I think it's successful (even though most of the people made the first move on talking to me) but still I like that I like having friends I like being awesome, OH YEAH!!! I just remembered as I was typing this, a person I added on Discord from my IRL life said I had this cool mysterious aura or whatever and that made me feel cool and awesome

in 2 months i turn 17!! scary number am i right!!!!! i am absolutely dreading getting older ngl because i do not have a life plan at all and if youtube fails i am going to be DEAD they're KILLING ME WITH SPEARS AND SO MUCH EVIL!!! (joke)

you know what would be COOL.... living as a friggin cat that would be awesome you literally just sit around, eat, and sleep that's literally the life right there... do you guys think cats are even capable of thinking i dont think they are they're really stupid looking and they look like they spend their time trying to form their very first thought, but idk.... who knows what cats are up to they're just dumb and whatnot i think

anyway nerd time about anime!! i've been getting back into soul eater and i have to say, i think the dub is better than the sub and I do not think that for the rest of everything I watch.. something about the dub fits the characters more than the sub does, other than soul himself... soul's english va doesn't sound like him that much but i do see the vision, but for characters like crona, the english dub fits better...... so it's safe to say that i will be watching soul eater in the english dub :steamhappy:

jesse has been trying to get me to watch blue lock and i've been trying to get him to watch the rest of hxh, but we came to an agreement that if jesse finishes hxh that i watch blue lock.. so im waiting until jesse finishes hxh..... he stopped on the part that (SPOILER ALERT!!!)

click me 4 spoilers...

Kite dies because Kite was his favorite character

apparently.................

the only piece of media i've seen from blue lock is that one feminine lookin dude with yellow hair on the tips or whatever and the guy who has his tongue out and is like tweaking over soccer or whatever

ok back to music because i wanna talk about what i listen to now!!! i've been doing a music of the month for some time now since like february where I put songs I've really liked listening to through the past month as an opportunity to listen to MORE music because I love music!!! im a musician btw if you couldn't tell (the whole music section over there)

i think heylog was one of the best discoveries i've made in terms of music, seriously i don't know how the guy does it idk how he makes this sound and i like it and i like it a lot and it's also hyperpop so i like it and stuff and whatever stop talking me

another great discovery was this person named "what is your name?" i think their tracks are seriously lifesaving..... songs like Such a soulless lover..., Mirror + Candle, and the now now and never are such incredible bangers and they're one of my inspirations for music now

Uh idk what else to add for now but more will be here!!!

prom night happened as of writing this (04/13/25) and I think I had a lot of fun
with my friends!!

i got this banger photo that is now just my pfp on my socials now because
I liked it a lot

this might have been the most
eventful month for me :D

04/16/25 - hanging out with
friends is AWESOME!!

the human brain certainly is an interesting thing, and my recent interest in how it works is making me think harder than i usually do

i dont know why but something about it has a special place in my head after recent discoveries and research that i've conducted that i will not get into but...... it's certainly interesting and this will be my little yap bubble about it :D

the mind is so creative in a way that i extremely appriciate, idk how to even explain it at all but it's so cool

it's such a fascinating topic for some reason, like how did all of these things get created just off of like one thought or something its so cooool!!!! i love it!!!! ahhh!!!

i wonder who the first person was to develop a mental illness, they must have felt crazy when they were like trying to explain the symptoms to someone like imagine being a caveman and trying to communicate to your fellow cavemen "i swear im not crazy" but they all think your crazy, it's such an awesome topic

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may is the time where it's the second to last final stretch in my school carreer unless i decide to go to college last minute, but we're here right now so let's focus on that.... it's become the time where the weather will begin flaring up a lot and up here we've already experienced that (100 degrees fahrenheit)

the grindset mindset or whatever idk

it's time to freaking grind dude, and that means i have to crunch literally ALL of my school work like asap.... because I'm a little behind on some stuff not gonna lie

I'm not the type to do homework willingly, and I usually get everything done in class.... BUT guess what I did.... NOT do that.

I caught STREP THROAT this month which was fun! (not) and nothing else that interestig has happened BUT I have made more progress in terms of music. i have like 3 songs in my head right now and that is good i think!!! i just gotta actually make them now, which is certainly going to be a progress. one song i'm working on has drums being done by a friend of mine which he is still yet to do i think, so i gotta ask him about that